Friday, October 13, 2006
shucks..
another week has passed again in my life as a junior at shs. the past days have been so tiring and to add to that, the results of my quizzes are not that good. i know i'm not one of the brightest students but still i take pleasure in acing an exam and getting high grades. i am thankful though to god for having gifted me with the best persons in the world as my friends but i have a problem. it's not about love okay? so anyway, i just don't know what happened to us. i just don't know what's with that person. it's like i don't know him/her anymore, but i guess now, i really don't. it's just so sad. whenever i come up to that person, i get the impression that he/she has something else more important to do. well, i guess it is more important but i'm not going to take that much time from him/her. i just want to make small talk and ask how his/her day went. you know. the things friends usually talk about but whenever i talk to that person i always feel so small and insignificant especially whenever there are other people around. it's like my existence is always overlapped by everyone else's. this has been my problem for the longest time but i'm too much of a coward to go up to that person and talk about it. shucks. i have only one thing to say to him/her, friend, if you happen to read this, i hope you won't feel bad. i'm the problem here. i'm sorry. i love you friend.
// posted by patty @ 2:27 AM 
