Thursday, October 19, 2006
stress..stress..and more stress..
it's almost sembreak and as usual that means end of second quarter, exams, and STRESS!! the end of a quarter always brings happiness and stress. it brings happiness because you know that a new quarter means a new start. it brings stress because this will be the time wherein teachers show no mercy and shower us with deadlines and quizzes. it's a miracle i'm even alive until now. today, we had a total of 5 quizzes. imagine that! 5?!? shucks! the first quiz was in chem. second was english, followed by pinoi, geom and computer. i'm satisfied with the results considering the fact that i did not study that much at all. hay.. buhay.. well anyway, i'm so excited to know that in a matter of days, the second quarter will be over and i will be having a well-deserved(in my opinion) break!! woohoo!! cheers!! i have got to say also that without kagitingan i wouldn't have been able to survive 2 quarters of being a junior at shs. whoo! i'm so thankful that god put us together! i love god and kagitingan!
HEY PROBLEM! I HAVE A VERY VERY BIG AND LOVING GOD!!
HEY PROBLEM! I HAVE A VERY VERY BIG AND LOVING GOD!!
Friday, October 13, 2006
this has been one hell of a day. i didn't do anything strenuous today or anything. something big just happened. ayun.
shucks..
another week has passed again in my life as a junior at shs. the past days have been so tiring and to add to that, the results of my quizzes are not that good. i know i'm not one of the brightest students but still i take pleasure in acing an exam and getting high grades. i am thankful though to god for having gifted me with the best persons in the world as my friends but i have a problem. it's not about love okay? so anyway, i just don't know what happened to us. i just don't know what's with that person. it's like i don't know him/her anymore, but i guess now, i really don't. it's just so sad. whenever i come up to that person, i get the impression that he/she has something else more important to do. well, i guess it is more important but i'm not going to take that much time from him/her. i just want to make small talk and ask how his/her day went. you know. the things friends usually talk about but whenever i talk to that person i always feel so small and insignificant especially whenever there are other people around. it's like my existence is always overlapped by everyone else's. this has been my problem for the longest time but i'm too much of a coward to go up to that person and talk about it. shucks. i have only one thing to say to him/her, friend, if you happen to read this, i hope you won't feel bad. i'm the problem here. i'm sorry. i love you friend.
