hakuna matata!

it's almost sembreak and as usual that means end of second quarter, exams, and STRESS!! the end of a quarter always brings happiness and stress. it brings happiness because you know that a new quarter means a new start. it brings stress because this will be the time wherein teachers show no mercy and shower us with deadlines and quizzes. it's a miracle i'm even alive until now. today, we had a total of 5 quizzes. imagine that! 5?!? shucks! the first quiz was in chem. second was english, followed by pinoi, geom and computer. i'm satisfied with the results considering the fact that i did not study that much at all. hay.. buhay.. well anyway, i'm so excited to know that in a matter of days, the second quarter will be over and i will be having a well-deserved(in my opinion) break!! woohoo!! cheers!! i have got to say also that without kagitingan i wouldn't have been able to survive 2 quarters of being a junior at shs. whoo! i'm so thankful that god put us together! i love god and kagitingan!



HEY PROBLEM! I HAVE A VERY VERY BIG AND LOVING GOD!!

this has been one hell of a day. i didn't do anything strenuous today or anything. something big just happened. ayun.

another week has passed again in my life as a junior at shs. the past days have been so tiring and to add to that, the results of my quizzes are not that good. i know i'm not one of the brightest students but still i take pleasure in acing an exam and getting high grades. i am thankful though to god for having gifted me with the best persons in the world as my friends but i have a problem. it's not about love okay? so anyway, i just don't know what happened to us. i just don't know what's with that person. it's like i don't know him/her anymore, but i guess now, i really don't. it's just so sad. whenever i come up to that person, i get the impression that he/she has something else more important to do. well, i guess it is more important but i'm not going to take that much time from him/her. i just want to make small talk and ask how his/her day went. you know. the things friends usually talk about but whenever i talk to that person i always feel so small and insignificant especially whenever there are other people around. it's like my existence is always overlapped by everyone else's. this has been my problem for the longest time but i'm too much of a coward to go up to that person and talk about it. shucks. i have only one thing to say to him/her, friend, if you happen to read this, i hope you won't feel bad. i'm the problem here. i'm sorry. i love you friend.

hay grabe! i want to go back to the retreat house! i want to have the rereat all over again. i WAS a bit boring but the people i was with made the retreat bearable. i also liked the activites. they were fun to do especially the affirmation and first impressions activities. i look nice pala! can you believe?? haha..joke..i also got to know some of the people in my class, namely angiele and april. so anyway, it was a shame that kae and i weren't able to room hop. we were afraid of ms malayas eh. you try being in her advisory class and let's see if you won't be afraid to disobey but i guess that's a good thing, to be in her class i mean. i also liked the last activity. the one where all the lights were off and there were only lit candles and we were the ones who lead the prayer and not the facis. after the prayer they played the song rainbow, which by the way, i haven't heard since grade 6. we hugged each, sang and cried all at the same time. i will never tire of saying to the whole world that i love kagitingan and that i have been so blessed to have been part of this section. oh! i almost forgot! during the prayer led by the facis ana hyperventilated. we were all so worried. i saw through that experience how close kagitingan is. ayun.

wow!!! i'm soooo happy today! why? because we won kanina sa pagkanta ng song. grabe! i was so nervous while singing kanina. my mouth was quivering at the sight of all the people who were watching but hey, it turned out to be okay naman right? right. so ayun. la lang. i'm just so happy we won. siyempre thanks kay god, kaye, cel and ms malayas. we wouldn't have done it without them. hay. la naa kaming practices, nakakasad pero i know dami pa in the future. let's continue to do good kagitingan! i love you guyz. mwah mwah mwah!

give me any of the following below on any gift-giving holiday and i'll love you forever!!

1. lots and lots of spanish sardines!!
2. sudoku
3. word search

yun lang.. hehe..

okay so i was supposed to go to divi today with kae and bea but i wasn't able to wake up kasi my head was hurting last night pa. so obviously i wasn't able to go with them. so i thought i'll just go to our music practice para naman may magawa akong productive ngayon. i arrived at school siguro mga 8:25. la pa masyadong tao nun. tapos yung iba daw inaayos yung meet the experts booth namin kasi nagiba daw. or something. so ayun. grabe! ganda ng song namin! panalo na! sana! haha. so anyway, i just wanted to congratulate ourselves kasi ang galing namin! yuck yabang! pero totoo! ganda ng song and pagkakanta namin even if we weren't complete. galing natin kagitingan! hehe. grabe saludo ko kay cel and kaye! galing niyo mag-compose! haha. so anyway, after nang aming practice nicole and i went to dasc to play badminton. ay grabe! sobrang bano ko na! as in super! i am soo in need of a good trainer na mahaba ang pasensya. haha. grabe! super kahiya ako! haha. anyway i think you get my point na. hehe. after dasc i went directly to figaro at royal place. woah grabe! super takot ako while going there but i kept my cool and eventually i arrived at figaro safe and sound. so ayun. pagdating ko andun ang aking mga tita at ang aking pamilya minus my father. nagkuwentuhan sila while i read my book and then they made us hatid sa bahay(yuck! cono!). hehe. ayun.

la na!! bagsak na ko sa chem!! takte ah!! pagkahirap hirap ng quiz ni ms ngo! la na kong pag-asa! bagsak nako!! gggggrrrrrrr!!! kasi naman eh!!! i hate chem!! actually!! i hate sciences..the only branch of science that i like is bio eh..maybe i should be a biologist? hmm..can be..hehe